"The Vengeance" lyrics

I'm in my head I'm feeling sick of life
I lend a hand and then get crucified
You act like you own me
But you don't really know me that well
All bets are off the air is thick tonight

I'm not talking anymore
Nobody's listening
And you're nothing I adore
You don't break my boredom you break my balls
And make me wish I never grew up
And I ain't laughing anymore

Responsibility is not for me
Cause I don't really know me that well
I'm if I'm then I'm holy hell
I'm stopping time I'm clearing all my history

I'm not talking anymore
Nobody's listening
And you're nothing I adore
You don't break my boredom you break my balls
And make me wish I never grew up
And I ain't laughing anymore

I know the strong forgive
The weak ones seek out their revenge
I've got no vengeance
I've learned the wise ignore
So I'm not gonna waste time settling scores
I'll let it play out

I've got the light without the heat
For the first time I feel alive tonight

And you're not talking anymore
Nobody listening
And I'm the one they all adore
And I break from boredom and break down walls
I'm feeling like I never grew up
And now I'm laughing through it all
I'm gonna use it and learn